Maybe I have!

Am I crazy?
I cant seem to write anymore. Everytime I do I get mixed up. Most will think well you wrote this…but thats the thing. It is taking days to right this. Saddness is over running me and were I thought I had it worked out, I dont. I started popping again. For now it just bars. Hell I am thinking about goin back to weed. Everything seem to be bet……….i did care if people called me a slut or a whore. I didnt care if I had no friends…if u were a stoner people just were ok with u and thats all I wanted. My family seems to think I have lost my marbles ever sense the shooting. Maybe I have.