I’ve come to the conclusion that everything I say falls on deaf ears. I’ve pretty much said ‘I’m going to kill myself’ to a few people, and I get dismissive laughs or accusations of selfishness. Why am I selfish? It’s my life, and I hate it. It’s not your life. You’ll be sad when I’m gone? You’ll feel guilty? So I’m supposed to exist in a state of agony so that you’ll have a clear conscience and not feel sad? Who is being selfish again? You don’t feel what I feel. You don’t suffer from severe depression or chronic physical pain. You don’t know what it’s like to hate yourself and your life so much that you’d willfully terminate your existence. You have no fucking clue. Don’t judge me. Don’t you dare call me ‘selfish’. And I don’t give a fuck what happens to you when I’m gone. Go ahead and feel guilty. You’re the one who laughed when I told you I’d like to eat a bullet. Fuck you.
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You’re smart, and they are dumb. No, most humans are dumb and ignorant and always just answer the ‘easiest’ ways while it only shows more of their short-sighted and selfishness.
No wonder real world is so sad and bleak,
and humanity seems to be doomed..
Maybe for those who’ve realized this all,.our place is not of this real-world (maybe at another world, or something like that)..
Or otherwise, this ‘God’ must be playing a cruel, sick joke to us.
Or maybe…we’re just basically a doomed & failed species..and will go extinct anyway..what a pity eh.
Or maybe people can’t help each other because some people don’t go through what you have so they don’t know how to help. The best they can do is laugh. Laughter is contagious, you just haven’t caught it yet.