i dont feel good i dont feel good at all. I want to throw up till the point i will throw up my insides. Why dont i feel good? I barely ate much today and i already sick. I got over a cold a week or two ago and look at me. A complete failure at my own health. God… can you please do me the honors of killing me. As a birthday and christmas present can you please kill me. Im stressing, im depressing, and im tired of living this life. :L I just dont wanna be here much longer than i have. I hope i die from this sickness v- v. I dont need people trying to save my life.
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Maybe you should eat more.
Talk to God, sweetheart, like He is sitting right next to you…it may very well help.
True happiness can be found through our lord and savior, Jesus Christ.
As an athiest I cannot really comment much on the religious views in this thread…
But from the little I do know of all the various religions, the God(s) typically want their worshippers happiness and ever lasting love. I do not think they grant death wishes/prayers.
I hope somehow (God, yourself, whatever) something changes and you get better. Both health wise and mentally wise.
The burnden of depression is something I would not wish on anyone.
I go to church but i’m not religious either. Church makes me feel good about myself. I honestly don’t care if it’s wrong, God’s accepting and there’s an old Haitian lady there who hugs me calls me a good person and says i’m handsome.
I feel… odd in a church. Very uncomfy.
Funny side story… My ex asked me if I was the devil once. She seemed serious and never admitted to it being a joke.
O_o… Though she is still someone I talk to alot.
You can go to hell if you think you can take my place on this Earth! I’m the Devil dammit!
i dont care about religion >x <. I dont wanna hear it. If God want his followers to be happy then where is my happiness at. I wish they can cause i really dont want to be here. I wake up to wanting to be dead. I didnt want to wake up. But look im here im fucking alive and im tried of living another day.
Honey, please see a psychiatrist.
My mistake. I thought you were religious (based on you using the word God and the others in this thread lol)
As I have said, I am athiest. I do not believe in an afterlife or a God(s) of any kind.
It is a horrible feeling going to bed hoping to die in your sleep, just to wake up to another day of suicidal and death filled thoughts.
It is a cycle that is hard to break.
You WILL die one day. And if you really believe your time is up on this planet (honestly think about this) then I wish you well and depart early.
But honestly I’d rather you just be happy. I know that is asking the impossible right now though.
x2 what frenzy said.
If you have a chance to get help, then do it.
I am a very unconventional Christian. I don’t believe in hell (not for people, anyway), and I believe in reincarnation. When Jesus said, “You must be born again”, I believe He meant just what He said.
God is energy, and genderless. He (She) is all around and within us. We are a part of God.
And now I will stop with the “religious” talk. 🙂
Check out David Wilcock, if you want to hear interesting stuff. Might lift you spirits some.
i do go to church but i hate religion and talking about it. Really i dont know what i wanna do. I dont want to seek help much more i find it that im wasting mines and everyone’s time. Right now… i just want to grab a extension cord. But its wet outside and everyone will see the actions i will be taking place :L
How old are you SKM? I only ask to see if you can drive away from right infront of the house.
It’s impossible to waste my time cause my times worthless!
15 going on 16 >x < and ish a time waster. I have nothing better to do with my life. I have no future to started or end with.
Stay sweetly numb
Remain lifelesss love
It is sad when anyone is in such dispair they wish to die. It saddens me even more when they are so young. Though at 23, I am not much older.
Nothing anyone here can say or do anything to cure you. All we can do is offer an ear (or eye?) for you to type on. Most of the people here are in a way… very like. Our situations are different but the helpless, depressive feelings are all the same. In that way we are all brothers and sisters.
We are a family in a sense.
If you need someone… someone will be here for you. Always.
I don’t do much with my time. Actually i went to the third largest aquarium in the world last weekend
mmhm kay then i will try to do that :L.
I mostly stay at home the only thing i could ever do bit somehow fuck it up is sleep :L. I write but i have very low self esteem i dont even think its worth it or good :L.
I had low self esteem. Boot Camp fixed that for me though
i doubt anything can help. I usually always put myself down :/
Jus be cool. Go to an aquarium and look at the fish. I saw alot of fish i’d never seen before. alot of manta rays, and sting rays (the ones that killed steve irwin) and a huge tiger shark, and fish with faces, and sea turtles, and a dolphin show, and manatees, and jellyfish, and crabs and lobsters, and all sorts of other badass fish. It was jus cool as fuck and i think you’d like it. Unfortunately, the one i went to is in Okinawa, Japan.
Wow, that sounds so very interesting, TC.
I also have crippling low self-esteem. Thanks mom and dad for reminding me how inferior I am to my sister every day of my life. >.<
we have no aquariums where i live we have to go somewhere far to go see one :L