If I already know how I want to go, and if I’ve already spent years trying to get through a depression with no end in sight, why should I continue to suffer ? Why not just end it all ?
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right. blow your head off and end it fudge living like shnot just end it but leave a note telling everyone that you were secretly gay and thats what caused all your problems and the reason your killing yourself.
Hahaha I think you should take your own advice , asshole .
just thought id be supportive.
Trolling is supportive .
Ok ok guys Plz no fighting after all this is a suicide site
I’m just defending myself and my post… I didn’t intend to fight with anyone here.
im not fighting i was just agreeing with some of my personality with it
Don’t patronize me . Stay off of my posts , please .
I hate to see ppl have comment like this I would hope that one day y’all can be nice to each other
How do you think I feel that this douchebag responded to my post as a total joke ? I normally wouldn’t care about what some strangers have to say, but I am reaching the end of my rope, and signed up here out of desperation .
I had those thoughts today. I was really actually ashamed. I kept apologizing… to myself. Really awkward convo tbh haha. Uhm but seriously… I’ve been dealing with heavy depression for about 6 years. Maybe more than you maybe less. Maybe more difficult, maybe easier. Who knows. But the reason you should stay alive is because there’s more to life than just the psyche. Think about it. There are moments when you forget you’re depressed. Don’t lie to yourself and think you’re always depressed because there’s those minutes or seconds in a day where for once… life feels normal. Like the calm before a storm. Slowly that calm will last longer and longer until the storm washes over and it’s nothing but the past. Promise.
knuckle’s been havin problems…
I don’t have answers to your questions.
Sometimes, I don’t like to consider myself depressed.
I like to think that I’m struggling to survive or progress, just like anyone else.
If my reply made you feel worse, I apologize.
@ thejumper: No harm done, your input is appreciated.
@ idlemoment: I understand your points there, but it is just hard to deal with when you go awhile feeling “normal”, and then you’re suddenly hit by another wave of depression . I’m currently falling into another depression after some time of being “okay” with things in my life . It just feels more hopeless since I know it will likely always come back to me . I hate getting to this point where I slash my flesh with anything sharp enough to cut me, and that I beat myself with my fists until my face is bruised and bloody . It’s just not feeling too nice to be back is all… Thanks for your input .