What am I thinking?

September 9th, 2011by Lina

It’s been a while that I like involving in these stuffs. Watching news, searching on the internet, reading and seeing the interview. My friends told me not do that, but I just can’t help. I don’t wanna talk to them anymore cuz it’ll only scare them. I’m frustrated, sometimes I ask myself, why do we need to live? We will die sooner or later, why don’t we end this tragedy instead of continue suffering? Sound crazy right? But you will never know how I feel. I can only see the dark side of things, the failure and the useless life. I’m a fresh graduate with GPA 3.8 pretty high, huh? But compare to my friends who are not so smart, they have a successful life. I got canceled from this scholarship and it just drives me crazy…. I’m tired… so so tired… I don’t wanna be compared to others… don’t want them to force me to work hard and to earn the achievement…. I really don’t wanna live…

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