I am not going to hide my name , my name is Tony.
A couple of years ago i came to the usa to start a new life with my girlfriend that i met here. I paid a lawer to do all the legal paperwork in order to get my greencard. Well the lawer took my money but did nothing i lost everything. the point is that there is no one or nothing here that can help me now. I lost my pasport and my ambasey wont help me.My girlfriend is depressed and is treading me like shit. Things have goten so bad that i dont have any reason to live , why should i there is and never will be anything for me.I already tried to kill my self ones but the retards found me and safed my life so they said. I cant go back to my country in europe because i dont have anything there, i lost that too.
So please give me 1 good reason why i should stay alife the pain i got now i just cant live with it. this is my last resort maybe someone can help me…I’m lost no future.
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I’m so sorry…Keep faith…please…it hurts, I should know, but KEEP FAITH! You will go through hell, and it may seem like it lasts FOREVER, but sooner or later, everything will turn out the way God(If you do believe in him) had planned it to. For myself…if someone told me that..I would just ignore it, but PLEASE…do NOT ignore this…talk to me if you need someone….I’m RIGHT HERE…
I don’t know what to say to you.
Is there someone you trust to speak with in person.
If your looking for a reason to live, look a little further and check yourself into an emergencyroom and tell them your suicidal, they have to admitt you by law. They can start you on some anti depressants. Thats if you want help.
Please dont take any pills, thts just gonna mess you.
I depends on how bad it is with your girlfriend, in reality not blind optimism.
If she does still love you then both of you move back or whatever is possible, if not move as the government wants, get whatever saving youve got left and just start a fresh. It sounds ridiculous and in practice horribly scary but something new and exciting and extreme could be exactly what you need.
If after a few months you feel worse or the same, whats lost? You were going to die anyway.
Send me an email at lauriejohnson1@hotmail.co.uk and we can talk more, im a good listener and it seems like someone to talk your issues through with is what you need right now
first things first: you need distance from your girlfriend. Probably you are making each other worse. You can try sorting out the passport/visa situation once you are more clear headed, but right now it’s obvious youre not.
You have to win Tony, you have to go on. No one will ever understand how hard
it has been for you, and what you had to live through. You have to use the
same drive that made you want a better life in the USA again, but now you
have to use it to survive. Most people never even see the side of life that you have, and only you know. Fight, just fight like you have. Your will will make this happen.
Start over? new , fresh? sounds good but thats wat this was . This was my new life but just because a lawer messed me up i’m stuck. But ill try to do something . And yes i do believe in God. it’s just very hard if you dont have nothing to begin with. Thanks ppl for answering me.
che……… suggests don’t take any pills just gonna mess you up.
We all have had different experiences with medicnes (anti depressants).
The outcomes of when we take meds is dependent on finding the right ones, and that can be a gruesome adventure.
The fact is that anti depressants “do” work acompanied with threarupy.
They work best for what is called situational depression, and it sounds like what is going on.
None of us are Dr.’s here. …. If we have a broken leg we go to see a Dr. If we have a cold we go to a Dr., this is nothing different.
Sitting around and doing nothing is the worst thing.