My reason for ending it

I was given a man and the prospect of a family.
The world conspired against me for no reason whatsoever.
Who the hell wants to live in a world where if you find happiness 50% of the people will seek to destroy what God himself has promised you?
They don’t just hate me and my children they hate God too.
Tell me who the hell would want to even try and be happy in a world like this?
I wake up every day and every other person I meet hopes I will loose my husband and child or even worse than that….
Would you raise a family on this planet?
And if you think it is just me you are wrong.
It’s how this planet works, 50% try and aim for what is good and 50% try their best to destroy whatever you manage to attain.
Don’t ask me why but that is how it is.
Touch my man and I become a beast, touch my child and I become a ruthless killer.
It’s the right thing to do, you conspired against my child, you deserve no better.
You don’t care if my child grows up suicidal and I don’t care if your head ends up on a spike.