When I was 10 or 11 i was naive and unaware (ignorance=bliss) and now I am 16, and excited for my death… I don’t know when/where it will be just yet but I’m happy for once.
My only question is this: Could I have predicted or even prevented this depression from happening? Or is this just how things are SUPPOSED to turn out?
Life’s a joke, a game, a playtoy for us to fumble around with until the inevitable… Ah it’s good to release thoughts.. 🙂
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im happy for you, but at the same time i’ll be sad to see such a cool person go
No such thing as fate, no such thing as this was SUPPOSED to happen. You control your actions which guide you to your path.
The happiness you are experiencing is because accepting death has relieved you of responsibility. It’s a little bit selfish, basically it’s given you an excuse to not care about the world or the people on it. Personally I think everyone has a social responsibility