My friend once told me to sit and wait for her. The meaning to this is i lived far away from her and i told her about my suicide thoughts. So she said just sit and wait for me to get there. After a year of waiting and trying to get through this pain without her, i got a call. It said that she had killed herself and left a note for me. The note said ” If your reading this than you sat and waited. I never came to you because i couldn’t have seen you just like i was.” Reading those words were like dying. It has been two years since that day, and i have became more depressed than explainable. She was my bestfriend. How do you live without the only person who understands you?
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Wow t am truly sorry for your loss. That is heartbreaking to read. The fact that you are still here 2 years later demonstrates strength. Strength a lot of us wish they had.
That is sad. Society usually doesn’t understand those that suffer. The reason is that society is more inclined to notice the events that make them happier. However, don’t distraught. All is not lost. There’s still a chance for you, if you believe it. There’s still chance for happiness.
thats is horrible. Im sorry about your lost. and you waiting means that you stay strong and was willing to wait for her to come.
She was my life.. and thank you. but i have never thought of myself as strong since i know that if she was still here she would have told me i could make it through it.
All I can say is I understand how you feel and I’m sorry for your loss. Strength is finding it in yourself to drag yourself up when all you want to do is let everything go. I don’t know you, but you seem to have that in spades. I hope only the best for you.
Sorry for your pain and loss.
Losing someone who actually understancs and accepts you adds a new dimension to the hurt.
Hopefully something positive happens for you.