So it just seems that everyday is a hassle now. Between school family and friends it’s hard to find time for. Things that make me happy. My dAd grounded me to where I can’t leave the house besides school and I can only have girls over. Why am I grounded? He found out about sex drugs alchohal just everything bad and yeah so I’m more depressed then ever.being at home All the time gives me time to think about things like Suicide and it seems like everyday that thougt comes to mind. And it’s not like I’m one of those kids that’s like life sucks cus I got grounded once, it’s been for 3 months , on top of wich my mom abused me when I was younger mentally and physically , my dad is always screaming at me over nothing and idk just alot mire stuff and it’s alot of pressure to the point where I’m done.I attempted suicide but my boyfriend found out and swayed me to stop where I was. It’s weird when your life becomes so useless that you can look death in the eye and be just fine with it.
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🙁 i’m so sorry that you’re life is such a struggle right now, i’ve never been grounded, but i can guess how it must feel to have ur happiness taken away. and i’ve attempted too, my bf didn’t know, so he couldnt stop me, but i failed, clearly. you’re life isn’t useless, i hope u can pull through this, i dunno how old you are, but someday soon you’ll b able to make your own rules as a grown up person, just hang in there, you can do it! i have faith in you.. i’m here if you need me, just let me know. 🙂
I was grounded once or twice, then at 15 took off after a Fleetwood Mac concert for 8 days and went to Fl.
Was arrested upon return for runaway, carring a concealed gun, and theft.
Brother came and got me out of the jail, and brought me to my parents which were on vacation at the camp.
The ole man looked at me and said, …… I don’t know what to do with you anymore, if I ground you, you’ll just sneak out.
I stayed on a self imposed grounding for about 3 months, only leaving for cigarretts and school.
It will smooth out eventually between you and your father.