Roller Coaster fail

Life is a dirty trick. I fall asleep when I’m young Dreaming that there is so much waiting for me in my future and when I wake up I work at a job I don’t like to support a life I hate surrounded by people I can’t stand with no sense of accomplishment to greet me at the end of the day or a sparkle of excitement to wake up to. It is meaningless. When I was young I wanted to be the hero and it all seemed possible and now I do good to not become the enemy. 1000 steps from happiness and 2 steps from bottom.