I Stumbled Across This Sight In Desperation, I Wanted To Know The Easiest, Quickest And Painless Way To Die, I Was At My Wits End, I Can’t Really Tell Anyone About How Im On Here, They Wouldn’t Understand, Say Its Bad, Im Intrested In Criminal Psychology, I Read Book Upon Book About Different Veiws, Watch All I Can About It, I Came Across A Programme Saying Websites Like This Just Hurt People More, There Dangerous And Poision Peoples Minds, I Totally DISAGREE! There Are Support Groups For People For Other Things That They Dont Look On As Bad, The Suicide Project Has Helped Me, More Than Anything Has Before. Reading Different Peoples Storys, Knowing It May Get Better, Speaking About My Pain Freely, Without Feeling Judged, Thats Whats Saved Me, Thats Whats Making Me Reconsider Killing Myself, They Can Prescribe Drug After Drug To Me, They Can Give Me As Much Therapy As They Want, They Can Section Me If They Want, But What That Cant Do Is Deny That The Suicide Project Has Saved My Life.
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Well put friend, really. this site and a person i met here saved my life aswell.
And now im Better too.
Everyone on sp should read this post.
Your words are poignant and clear. congrads on getting better.
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Im Not There Yet, I Still Have A Long Way To Go, But For The First Time Since I Can Remember, I Have Hope, The Thought Of Wakign Up Tomorrow Doesn’t Terrify Me, And Make Me Phyisically Sick! But I Wouldn’t Be Where I Am If It Wasn’t For Sp, That I Know For Sure, Im Just Speaking The Truth, And I Find It Unfair That I Have To Keep The Fact A Secret, Sp Has Made Me Start My Recovery, Stopped Me From Making The Most Final Decision There Is, And I Should Be Ashamed Of That Why? Because People Can’t Deal With The Fact That Actually A Lot Of People Feel Suicidal, Its Nothing To Be Ashamed Of, Its Who We Are, We Can’t Help The Way We Feel, We Just Need A Push In The Right Direction, Not To Be Condtioned Into Thinking Its Wrong!:’)xxxx
I think it should be called the Life Project cause death doesn’t exist anyway…we just move on to a non-physical realm. Groups that have anything negative to say about anything simply have an agenda…anything negative coming from anyone is a dead (no pun intended) giveaway. Otherwise those groups/people would be choosing to be part of the solution. Governments could be passing laws to make the choice a more dignified experience.
How many reports are there of traumatized public transit workers, train engineers. I feel for them, and yet so many things could be done to alleviate the bs. Ms Essex, I’m happy this forum has been a source of support for you…you deserve it.
I agree interests are strong and at play at all situations. That’s why theories like Game theory that assume selfish behavior tend to be so successful in practices like business, and political analysis. I subscribe to the idea that there’s more beyond death, and the reason is because I believe in God. I was chosen and saved by him when I was at my lowest point in my life.
Wonderful that your being on this site helped you.
It is always great to see that someone is healing more and hurting less.
And I really do hope that your journey upwards continues and your life actually ends up at the point where you are totally content and happy with living.
Cheers !