41, from the occupied territory of the Federal Occupying Force (US), wanting to die longer than my memory goes back, first actual attempt 12, all failed attempts so far that put me in the hospital have been with prescription drugs, plus sitting around with guns, but never having the balls to pull the trigger. Preferably, ******** asphyxiation at some point.
30 from the U.S. Can’t remember when it first started sounding like a good idea – maybe sometime around 6th grade. If I ever go through with it, I will hang myself.
I’m 19, from a tiny country in the Asia-Pacific. First attempt (and corresponding depression) was at 11. Most recent attempt was suspension hanging. I hope to get some ******** myself… but it’s still a pretty far-off hope.
Turning 21 this month. I first know i thought about it in 6:th grade, so i’ll have been… 11? Might have thought about it before, depending on when i went to the scouts >.> I have no idea.
Im 18 now, ireland first thought when was like 8 or 9
yet to do anything worse than cutting and a couple burns
preferd method jumping or slit wrists (up the artery)
@koolkitt3n Ya its actually not as easy as ud think to find somewhere nice in ur house to hang urself. I remember when i was younger and really upset going round my house trying to find something to hang myself off. Ah the good old days lol
I’m 12, probably started considering since 10. I’ve cut myself, but to actually try and kill myself I would try and strangle myself. Came so close numerous times.
14 now, from the US. First attempt was in seventh grade, so I was like 12. Started thinking about it a couple year before that though. As for method, probably a gun cause I have easy access but I would honestly prefer ODing (if I knew it would work) or ******** if I had the resources.
Am 16, from Ireland, I thought about it since I was eight, my mother would talk about drinking bleach, it was always presented as an attractive option.
First time I was 12, tried strapping a pillow to my head with a belt and it was working pretty well but my mom came in, second time 15 I tried stabbing myself but I’m a midgety weakling and the knife wasn’t sharp so I could barely get it to even pierce my skin so I gave up, third time earlier this year I was gonna drink bleach my mam saw me trying to sneak the bottle past her, also after that tried ordering castor beans, and was thinking about drowning but that wouldn’t work.
If I do it now, it’ll be ********, found a site to order it and ill get a friend to collect it for me.
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I’m 24 from the US, 11 is the age I first thought about it, and I’m going to use a shotgun.
As for me, well I’m 21, from Ireland, have been thinking about suicide since I can remember and will be overdosing on ********.
@mindhewn
If you don’t mind me asking, did you get the ******** in Ireland? I was looking for some a while back had no luck here.
I had to order mine from China, received it through the post (all 15 grams of it).
Thanks for letting me know. Obviously I didn’t search hard enough.
I’m 13 and from the U.S. I started thinking about it when I was 12, last year. I would prefer OD’ing.
5,6, or 7 age when started.
Gulf Coast
Barbituates,
Last attempsts were to shoot myself yet can;t get that finger to pull the trigger.
41, from the occupied territory of the Federal Occupying Force (US), wanting to die longer than my memory goes back, first actual attempt 12, all failed attempts so far that put me in the hospital have been with prescription drugs, plus sitting around with guns, but never having the balls to pull the trigger. Preferably, ******** asphyxiation at some point.
15, i think i was 10 but when i seriously thaught about it i was probably 13. hanging
30 from the U.S. Can’t remember when it first started sounding like a good idea – maybe sometime around 6th grade. If I ever go through with it, I will hang myself.
@abiyobi
What age would a sixth grader be?
We have a different system over here 🙂
I’m 19, from a tiny country in the Asia-Pacific. First attempt (and corresponding depression) was at 11. Most recent attempt was suspension hanging. I hope to get some ******** myself… but it’s still a pretty far-off hope.
13 from Mississippi US, ive been thinking about killing myself since i was 9 and i would want to overdose or shoot myself
@mindhewn
11-12 years old
@abiyobi
I see, thanks for replying
i’m 19 i will jump from a bridge or a cliff most likely
Im from the UK and im 15
From the age of 7
I’d choose between pills and car crash. Hanging would be nice but nothing to hang from.
I am from the USA and I am 15.
I started at a very young age
I have taken pills before. and i chose that way.
Turning 21 this month. I first know i thought about it in 6:th grade, so i’ll have been… 11? Might have thought about it before, depending on when i went to the scouts >.> I have no idea.
Right. preferred method… Pills, if i could find any lethal enough. Meanwhile, I’m betting on obesity x_x
@Purmi I am actually curious could obseity kill. Not that id go for it i prefer shorter methods.
I think I may be the oldest soul on this site. lol
I am 50 years young and live in Canada.
My first suicide attempt was at the age of 4 and the last was at the age of 40.
Never could get anything right. lmao
Preferred method…..i’m gonna regret this i’m sure….drowning
All you have to do is breathe. Unfortunately even that didn’t work. It will only be my time when it is my time and the same is true for all of you.
If you put as much effort into finding a way to live instead of finding a way to die…..just saying
Namaste
Bulgaria, Aged 22
Maybe 13-14
******** Asphyxiation.
Im 18 now, ireland first thought when was like 8 or 9
yet to do anything worse than cutting and a couple burns
preferd method jumping or slit wrists (up the artery)
@koolkitt3n Ya its actually not as easy as ud think to find somewhere nice in ur house to hang urself. I remember when i was younger and really upset going round my house trying to find something to hang myself off. Ah the good old days lol
Age:15
Started contenplating suicide around 13
Preferred method: Stab to the heart or wrist cut to bleed out
I’m 12, probably started considering since 10. I’ve cut myself, but to actually try and kill myself I would try and strangle myself. Came so close numerous times.
I am 21, I have contemplated suicide at age 18, and I am from Canada, and my preferred methods is firearms.
@Amakua2309; Old souls are worthy of my respect..
14 now, from the US. First attempt was in seventh grade, so I was like 12. Started thinking about it a couple year before that though. As for method, probably a gun cause I have easy access but I would honestly prefer ODing (if I knew it would work) or ******** if I had the resources.
Am 16, from Ireland, I thought about it since I was eight, my mother would talk about drinking bleach, it was always presented as an attractive option.
First time I was 12, tried strapping a pillow to my head with a belt and it was working pretty well but my mom came in, second time 15 I tried stabbing myself but I’m a midgety weakling and the knife wasn’t sharp so I could barely get it to even pierce my skin so I gave up, third time earlier this year I was gonna drink bleach my mam saw me trying to sneak the bottle past her, also after that tried ordering castor beans, and was thinking about drowning but that wouldn’t work.
If I do it now, it’ll be ********, found a site to order it and ill get a friend to collect it for me.