I just feel alone. friends dont know anything is going on, perents wont accept it, lost any faith in god, and i have no plans over my christmas break with anybody.
life doesnt hold any excitement for me anymore, everything seems empty. i wonder what it would be like to have a signifigant other, ive been in relationships but nothing serious where i can tell anything to them and not worry how they would take it.
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Sometimes it takes year to find a person that we can say anything too.
I’ve found in 2 marriages, that the people I tust most in this world are not related to me, they are my friends and sponors in AA.
I had nothing three years ago, and that was when I was alone, you will make it. Better days WILL happen…I believe in you and all your worth. Losing faith is okay. I became a hindu. You will always have something though. The love from us. The love from the world. And the love from one pesron, who I know must love you. Please carry on.
http://youtu.be/FH4KOIjS3cg
listen from 1:58 onward; helped me
I can pretty much completely relate with you. Parents, no faith, significant other, etc.
Doesn’t seem like much excitement right now – but -shrug- you never know what’s tomorrow. I do nothing for a week or so, but then a friend may come up with some whacky thing to do – that’ll at least give some happiness or sense of excitement.
I think the others are right, may seem like no one is out there for you – but I mean when you think about it, there is plenty of time ahead of you. That doesn’t mean it’ll be tomorrow, but doesn’t mean you have to wait a billion years.
Got to keep yourself hopeful and just look for some opportunities.
Keep us updated – I esp. want to know how you think things are goin’
God makes you feel this way for a reason. I feel the same way. This will hopefully get better. Keep your finger crossed. MY still are and if nothing happens. They won’t be for long.