hey im new here, but ive lately realized that i dont believe in god… ever since this has happened, ive been staying up at night unable to fall asleep shaking and thinking about death. this has been going on about every other night for about a month… i know its sort of strange but ive lately considered killing myself just to make it stop… its horrible the sorts of things i think about when im like that…
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oh yeah, i forgot to mention that since i started having this problem, ive been cutting my self and i really just want it all too end…
I’m sorry you feel that way :(. Did your parents tell you that the only meaning to life is god? Don’t worry there is much more out there than the idea of god. Perhaps, trying something new may help. If you want to talk some more e-mail me at lifeisnotforme@ymail.com.
its just very scary to think that i really do only have one shot at life and there is nothing after that for me to look forward to or even to be scared of! i just hate not knowing what comes next
well.. is it that bad if nothing comes after? doesn’t that just make this life all the more precious? kind of make the most of it?
@lifeisagame Says:
if there is nothing after this, why would it make staying that more precious, because we would only have that concept while we live. Then afterwards nothing to know what any kind of concept is ?
Life is fragile and it has some porpose, thats about as far as I can go.
@G Sayre – the mistake a lot of religious people make is thinking too much about what happens after life, heaven and hell. These things detract from living in the present. I hope you don’t fall into that trap. Pay attention to the world around you, it’s happening now!
What happens when you don’t believe in God and all you have left is the realisation that the real world sucks-you end up here
You’re basing your experience and feelings on the assumption that God is doing it to you or allowing it to happen…can you prove it? God is unconditional love and I’ve had lots of reason to follow your sentiment but while your react to your experience do you have the intent of looking for a good feeling thought that helps…even a bit, even if it didn’t work?
I empathize with the feeling, it can be terrifying. Do your best to use your faculties in service of yourself…you can spend your time giving into it or spend your time doing your best to help yourself…think and feel well of yourself no matter if you’re upside down.
caucajun and one-day are bang on. All we have is the present….Take care.