Well Its just turned Christmas day in Scotland. In the morning I have the joys of visiting family members I never see or hear from and put on a fake smile and act like I don’t wanna grab a knife and slash my wrists in front of them when they ask the bullshit question – “How are you?” My response will obviously be “Ye fine thanks” because that’s what they want to hear. They only wanna make small talk because that’s what everyone does at so called ‘celebrations’. I would turn down going but as I stated in an earlier post, I’ve disappointed my mum enough so I will try and get through it for her sake. Owell. Try and have a good Christmas everyone.
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Yes, happy Christmas everyone, fwiw.
Ehhh, small talk. :/
Good luck and merry christmas.
Small talk means ‘quick and pointless conversation’ GoodGirl 🙂
I know what it means. lol Or are you just happy about small talk? I thought you weren’t…
Oh haha. No I just meant I know that’s what’s gonna happen. Pointless smiles and politeness for one day then back to the normal everyday pish.
Yeah, and I can relate. I hate small talk. Especially with family get-togethers. It’s like, just kill me now.
Exactly. I got a bottle of Southern Comfort from my mate for Christmas so I’ll slyly take that. It will numb the pain a bit lol.
Lol. At least you can take “comfort” in that. Wow, I’m corny today.
Thankfully, I don’t have to deal with family members this year. It’s always torture with the fakeness and then an argument usually ensues before the day is over.
That made me laugh actually. First laugh I’ve had in a while so thanks for that 😀 You just staying in the house this year?
Yay. :]
Yep. Like the recluse I’ve become. I think that’s why I’ve resorted to lame jokes. At least I produced a laugh. Are you sure it’s not just because you’ve already started sippin’ on grandma’s sauce?
Na not yet. Saving all that for tomorrow night when I’ll need it most haha. If u ever wanna E-mail me btw, its jamiestruthers92@gmail.com
Been really good chatting to you. Im off to sleep. C ya x
Haha, good luck with all that tomorrow or today..
Okay, I’ll jot that down.
Good talking to you too, night.
why does it seem…and im not trying to be hurtful, that whenever I read someones status about killing themselfs, they’re from the UK? It makes me feel like I’m the only american tht wants to die
I’m an american. And I want to die…sometimes. There are plenty of other US people here too.
@TheGoodGirl
I was about to shout yes..but I started to cry. and then I realized that I dont want anyone on this site, I want americans to be happy (and all other people, I don’t discriminate) hopefully your not in the midwest though
Aww, don’t cry. :[
I live on the east coast…in NJ.
I wish no one was on this site too. But, it can actually be helpful to some people.
I’m Canadian.. I guess that makes me kind of American lol. Well.. North America.
And I’m totally feeling the liquor for Christmas. My mums side is French. They like to drink. My cousin likes to smoke weed. Should be fun…
Lol, I had a great grandfather that was French Canadian. Just thought I’d throw that out there.