December 7th, 2011 by FrigginMartin

I’m almost 23. In January my two best friends died. I miss them horribly.

For the last year I’ve been completely alone. I go to work and sit by myself. Then I come home and I’m all alone. Every weekend I’m alone. I thought I had other friends but no bodycares. Everyone I try to talk to just fobs me off or in one case just abuses me. I’ve been completely abandoned.

I try hard to make friends but I’m very shy. I can’t keep living like this… Its been so long… It’s a constant struggle not to cry. I’m thinking about suicide daily.

I just can’t keep going like this. I want this feeling.to stop so bad. I have to make it stop somehow…

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