Hey everyone, how are you guys? Look i know many of you don’t like my post, but im not going to preach (as some of you say), i just want someone to listen… and i would like it if you all leave a comment. Anyway i am 15 and i am in foster care, and i promise you I HATE IT!!! I had a episode and i almost got sent to another foster home. So if i was to move homes again my next place is Savannah! I don’t want to go there because then i won’t get to see my family. The only reason they will put me down there is because i’ve been in 15 placements, and there aren’t any more homes around in this area here for me. Im so scared. i have been trying so hard to be good, but it is getting harder every day. i have God by my side, but sometimes i still feel lonely so will someone please talk with me? I am only 15 and i have been through things i should never been put through, please pray for me (CJ). I do know that suicide is not my answer, but i just can’t seem to stop struggling. Anyway PLEASE HELP ME!!! my foster mom doesn’t seem to care to much for me, because she doesn’t help me with my problems, and she is always threatening to make a phone call to my case worker to send me to Savannah. But she only does that when i have a little episode. Please someone what should i do??? Im so tired of everything, and i most certainly don’t want to go to a hospital!!!
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Define episode? there are 2 important things to remember. 1: its not ur fault, u obviously needed help for years but no one came to give it. its there fault shit went wrong but ur de one who can fix it. the second important thing u got to know is this: real-foudy@hotmail.com
Send me an email if u want to talk more but know that there always someone there to help
Savannah might be a better place for you if your current foster mother is not trying to help you through your issues.
And I know moving around so much has to be difficult but you do need a place where you are understood, loved, and helped. And people take the time to listen and see what is really going on.
Is there any way you can get to your actual family or do you mean your current foster family? No offense but just wanted to understand.
hey , i understand the situation your in,
i moved out at 15 , went to a crisis centre, and ended up living on my own with supervision.
but i was really not doing well, started cutting, having thought of suicide, well anyway
i ended up telling the supervision which really regret. they got really scared and now they are basically telling me to just figure it out by myself. i am sixteen at the moment, right now my only options are going back home, which i would do over my death body! or living on my own, but it is really hard to financielly support myself. okay , so my point is that i also don’t see the point of all this anymore. for my life is shit which gets worse everyday. everyday you get hurt, you gotta fight your hardest and the only thing that comes you way is more shit. have been thinking about suicide a lot lately, trying to figure out methods. i don’t really have anything positive to say, but maybe it will help that you are not alone in this?
you can send me an email, I’m good at listening. It’s one of the few things I’m good at, and would make me feel useful. Plus I think I could help you
THANK YOU GUYS FOR TALKING TO ME, AND LEAVING A COMMENT. ALSO I CAN’T GO BACK HOME BECAUSE I WAS SEXUALLY, PHISICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSED BY MY PARENTS. AND THEIR RIGHTS ARE TERMINATED, BUT I GET A VISIT WITH MY MOM ONCE A MONTH. I CAN ALSO TELL YOU..SAVANNAH IS NOT THE BEST PLACE FOR ME, BUT HEY WHAT AM I THINKING.