I can’t deal with this for much longer.

  December 4th, 2011 by hobbes

I’ve wasted my life. Every good thing that’s happened to me I somehow managed to destroy. Everything I touch turns into s**t. I have no friends, no one gives a shit about me. I’ve failed at life. I’m not even a functioning human being. I’ve lost my sex drive long ago and I don’t even care. I still can’t get a grip on my thoughts and my nightmare-ish anxiety. It’s never going to end. I just want to be at peace, I want my agony to end, but I don’t think I even have the guts to kill myself. I really want to though, I want to stop existing. An eternity of peaceful, tranquil nothingness sounds wonderful. Anything is better than suffering like a dog each and every single day. I want out! I want out! I WANT OUT!!!

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