I’m fucked. I’m damned if i do. (cause i will be dead. I don’t want to be dead.) Ok it will hurt my family. But i’m really thinking about me. (selfish i know.) But they will get over it. I think it’s the guilt thing. (If you kill your self people.) (Family will feel guilty about it. Blame them self’s.) They would easy get over my death.And understand why i’ve taking my life. (I hope anyway.) But they would feel guilty. Prob find that hard. So my suicide note. Has to kind to make sure that they don’t feel guilty. My family are shit. And i do blame them. But still.
I’m damned if i don’t. Cause i car’t live like this. I’m not enjoying any of it.
My life is empty worthless. I’m not here for this.
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Just make sure to thank them for everything that they did. Let them know that their simply was not anything at all that they could do to change your world. Tell them that you will miss them. Tell them that it was your weakness, not theirs, that forced this decision to be made. Stuff like that. Tell them that you want them to be happy for you, that you have finally found the peace that you could never have found in their world.
Maybe it would all be bull, but that is the best that I could come up with…
Croaking is all death is, the body dies but you continue on. Every family, and loved one best understand this truth.
I feel ya, on the difficulty of being here. In light of that experience…conjure as much gratitude for the life you did have and for all the people who positively and seemingly negatively influenced your life. Focus on it, meditate on it…Write out your feelings and express how much love you had and understand you really want life and being out of body is being more alive than experiencing life through the filters of a human body. Unconditional love and light is all that exists…so focus on that, and understand making this decision is your choice and only you will judge yourself…so choose from a place of love for all that is! As well, fear does not exist…fear is false evidence appearing real and it’s about the future…so stay in your now, and follow and go with the positive flow as best you can…Good luck!