My therapist sent me to a hospital for being “off the chart high risk suicidal”. So I spent a week there, got transfered to an adoloescent psych ward at another hospital and stayed for 3 weeks there. They put me on an antidepressant that doesn’t do anything
What a waste of time. Also my mom kicked me out once I got discharged… I need to switch high schools as im living in another city with my dad now.. I’m ending it soon
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Sorry to hear you are giving up. What is going on that is making you feel bad? Maybe sharing your story with others would help, not only get stuff off of your chest, but help others feel they are not alone. Kinda like group therapy without all the attitude and selfishness. I really think people on here might actually be trying to help one another…
Well i just said basically whats making me feel bad in the post. But eh iv attempted suicide twice and been planning this one for months. It’s a TALL bridge so it won’t fail lol
Anyway how old are ya? I always need to know, im 16
hiia….i just wanna say i know how u feel. ive been to 2 facilities tht never seem to help, and ive attempted suicide 3 times (that resulted in a hospital. 8 in all rlly) and ive been planning my latest since late october, but being on this site rlly has helped me and im thinking about pushing my DOD (Date of Decision) back a while if not completely stop it. ill b 17 on the 25th and the more i think about it the more i think “is offing myself such a good idea?”
coming from someone who knowz wat ur going through, im not gunna try to talk you out of it, but maybe we can tlk to eachother. it could help
Im seeing a psychologist on the 3rd of january… Im fairly sure i be smarter than him (not trying to sound up myself) i mean when i go to see him i will be all smiles nd shit, Im 18 nbtw @lolfailz whats at the bottom of the bridge?
As dumb as they seem, psycs are actually pretty smart. If the anti-depressant isn’t working – tell them. They need to know, and might actually be able to help. You never know. Always other medications.
I’m 17.
@Procel, I’ll probably be jumping off the part that still goes over concrete, swan dive style can’t fail. But like 10 minutes ago i did a hanging test run, i might just hang myself instead. It was fun
Hey. Okay i felt honestly just like you about a week ago. But if you give up… think this way.. your story could change someones life. why would you want to take your life when could save someone elses.Thats probably the only reason im alive. Think please your life shouldnt be taken>And i promise things will get better
@lol you’ve never actually said what is makng you feel bad. In the post you say you;ve been hospitalised but that still doesn’t explain why you feel bad in the first place.
@Procel – don’t think you are smarter than anyone else, otherwise you’ve never get any help. Whether you are or aren’t, doesn’t really matter, the point is psychologists go through 5 solid years of study and learning about the brain. They are more knowledgeable and experienced in this area than you, so do yourself a favour and listen to what they have to say.
You state that you’ve been kicked out by your mom, could it be that that she is afraid for your life and she thinks and maybe your father had some input as to you being moved in with him ? Being kicked out and being sent to another parent are two different things in my book. Being kicked out is ……. out on the street with nothing to live on.
It takes time to find the best medicines to assists with depression, sometimes months, because many meds don’t kick in till 3 to 6 weeks after they are started.
Sixteen years old just seems to young to give up, fight back against this depression, do something different than youv’e been doing.
@oneday i can’t put my finger on just what brings me down… Its comfusing
@caucajun32 thanks you’re right and mother does say I’ll be better off with my dad but the whole situation still pisses me off
if you don’t know what brings you down, then it’s too early to end it. come on, you can’t end it over an unknown!
you parents care about you. does that mean anything to you?
oneday, let me clear the mist here.. i hate people, our entire race is a joke, an it’s very ironic that im human. When I off myself i’ll be SAVING lives! Because i know if i grow older i’ll buy a gun and shoot people.. i want to save those potential victims.. So yeah there’s another problem i guess.. And fuck my parents, they only started “caring” recently, earlier they neglected or abused me
Why do you want to shoot people? Is it certain people, or people in general? Because if you buy a gun and start randomly popping people off, well maybe you off a really nice person. Surely you dont think everyone is an asshole? You like us here, right?
chances are your parents always cared, they just didn’t show it all the time.
@dr dolittle
I don’t think anyone here wants an award. I think most of the people want help with what they’re going through and/or to be acknowledged as someone who actually is someone rather being treated like dirt or having people make negative assumptions about everything they say.
Let me say, if you really want to die, go kill yourself already.
Here you will only find people saying “blablabla it gets better blablabla dont do it blablabla”
Do whatever you think is better for you, because it WON’T get better.
@dolittle, merry christmas you piece of shit.
@baal zebub, i am doing it soon. Tomorrow night actually, you’re a nice guy
@oneday, i want to kill everyone… And thats not a good thought
Thanks.
I hope you find whatever you seek in afterlife.