the happy people

  December 6th, 2011 by alone85

so here i am again
couple weeks go by and i think i am better than this site  ( i’m not like those people)
but i am
or i’m worse
have absolutely no idea why i just cannot shake this
i see now its definately not a phase
maybe i am being repayed for my sins in a previous life
no one understands me
no one — and i mean NO one knows the real me
just me and God i guess
sitting here with tears in my eyes again , my heart is so heavy
all i want to do is cry and drink myself into a deep sleep
and i hate drinking
hate feeling drunk
wish i had a do -over card
wish i had some confidence
wish i was like all the happy people

 

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