The Lord is healing my wounds

God is healing my wounds. A while back at the beginning of last month, my heart was heavy, and I felt this big burden on top of it. I felt like I was lost, and that I needed to seek relief immediately. I felt like I was trapped inside a box, and the only way out was to forfeit my life. I felt like I had to end it. I did not know where to go or who to turn.

A few years ago, a friend gave me a bible. I didn’t think much of it, and I just put it somewhere on my desk. I saw it recently, and I opened it. I started to read it. I read Samuel, Matthew, and John. I started praying again. Finally, I decided to go to Church to visit the Lord and ask for answers.

Yes… Answers were provided. God opened his arms to me. He embraced me like a lost son who has been living a sinful life. I thought I was a good person. I realized all the evil I’ve been doing. I have let myself fall into darkness. I started the process of forgiving myself, and asking for forgiveness for those I had hurt. Lord knows what I’ve done. I also forgave those that wee vengeful against me.

I am still walking this path of God. It is a difficult one, but the Lord will provide the strength and wisdom. I must put my will into it.

God, I love you. You are a kind father. Always there for me on good times and bad times. You picked me up from the ground when I fell and I wanted to die. You gave peace to my heart, and started healing me. You are truly a father with a love that knows no boundaries.

Lord, I ask that you forgive those that hurt me. They do not know what they do. Let them feel in their heart the seed for forgiveness, Lord. Bless them with your word of faith, and let them repent and come back to you, merciful father.