All I can dream about is the night I was raped. I was doing fine on anti depressants till they had to take me off of it. It was causing heart problems. Now I’m alone with nothing to help. And my body knows it and reminds me in every way. Possible. I can barely support myslef and son. I’m so distracted and my son gets the effect of it. I lose my temper so easy. I just don’t know how much longer I can hang on… my world keeps getting worse. Not better. I just want to say good bye my son. You deserve better. This is to much for me…
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Hang on. At least do it for your son. I wish I had a child, at least then it would give me a reason to keep living.
I’m so sorry about the nightmares and the rape. Please keep hanging on. Just take it one small step at a time. Your son deserves you, and you deserve to feel better. Keep going, keep fighting, you will be okay. Look into ways to stay calm, even just little things like breathing slowly. Do things that might make you feel better, or would have another time. You really will be okay. Things won’t stay this bad.
i was also sexually assulted and was suffering from post trumatic stress. ever since the police dropped the charges ive been suicidal. but its now been a year since it happened and i am moving on you will too.