Seriously… What’s the point in life? People feel depressed and low a lot more than they feel happy. Constant worrying about money, relationships, family, etc. Working non stop to stay alive but for what reason? Life only really starts when you retire but is it worth living in depression for 65 years… No. Whenever you look at the front of a newspaper is it ever happy news? Whenever you see someone in the street are they ever smiling? Does any marriage not end up in divorce and court cases regarding custody of kids who end up traumatised (excuse the spelling) by the whole experience? Does any ‘friend’ not ***** about you behind your back? The only 2 weeks of the year I feel remotely happy is when I’m on holiday but I’m 19 now so I’m too old to go away with my parents. I’ve applied for a college course and couldn’t care less if I get accepted or not. If I do It’ll be something to do but if I don’t I’ll continue to watch movies all day for another year and apply for something else next year. In one of my previous posts I said I couldn’t kill myself because of my mum but I really want this pish to end. Pish is a Scottish word for piss btw. I have a few ‘friends’ but I never get asked to go anywhere with them or to social events. I don’t blame them really, I wouldn’t want to be seen with in public either. I’ve been called nearly every word in the English language. All I do is try to fit in but I just don’t. I’m just a boring person now, incapable of having fun. So again I ask the question….. What’s the point? Cheers for taking the time to read this.
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I ask myself that question every day? Anyone else know?
And wow apart from the fact im 15 your life is exactly the same as mine. Oh and im english. The thing about my mom and friends so true. As for friends bitchin mine do so i guess in some language it happens. Good luck with getting a college course placement!
A deluded person would answer your question with their delusion. A non-deluded person, however, would say either that there’s no point, or that “you give your life meaning”. If, like me, you can’t square the circle and think up a personal “meaning”, then the sad truth is – in the words of your post – there is no point. Sorry for being negative, but that’s how I see it. Good luck to you, pal.
Depends on your perspective.
To me there is no point.
Others will give you different answers.
If you want to live you will have to paint life with your own paintbrush and paint. Make as much of it as you can colorful to your soul.
Death is only the answer if you are absolutely certain there is nothing left.
And from your words I detect a smidgen of something.To fit in to get out there more.
Maybe a life coach would help. Or to join a group that represents your interests.
I wish I could say something profound, but in my 35 yrs, I have discovered, that during that time I sought acceptance from others, instead got bullied. I wanted to fade away to nothing, couldn’t do that either. Pretty much considered and still at times a failure at everything, college drop out, dead end job the whole 9 yards. What I have discovered during that time, and yes I have wanted to give up, and ask exactly what you are asking every body has some gift. You may not have found your your talent yet, but it is there. Something you are good at. Focus on that, take that college course and own it! The point is not so much the destination but the journey along way and your journey is.just beginning.
The normal people are haters. The people that try to be normal are hated upon. You are better then them. You are different, and I know that most people are tired of hearing this crap but, you are special. You are something. Don’t end it now…that would be a destiny erased, a life taken by its own. Your life is beautiful, and so are you. I’m twelve years old, and I’ve already have been in the hospital from an OD, had my foot broken by assholes, and had to talk my friend out of suicide. If I can deal with it, by God you will be able to craft a life, make everything you knew couldnt happen come to life, and you will one day be happy. Stay well