Why Is God Giving Me So Many Reasons To Be Angry With Him?…

  December 10th, 2011 by AlexandraHampshire

… I wanted to do a video.. But I’m nervous to… I… My life is Hell.. It really is.. First off, abuse, alcohol, drugs, beating.. From my Dad, from my Mom.. I have no Dad he left to go with some whore… My Mom still hits me and kicks me and calls me slut and stuff.. I have been cutting for about two years.. I started last year and stopped towards the middle of that year.. Recently life has gotten harder.. Love, family, money, alcohol, cutting, homeschooling, no friends, no family, no one I can talk to.. I want help, I want to get better.. healthier.. I starve myself, I cut myself deep. On my legs, hips, breasts, thighs.. Places no one can see.. I’m too fat to show my ugly legs.. This is me.  Ugly I know.  I throw up what I eat, when I do eat I don’t eat all anymore unless forced. I just want to die tbh. I have no one.. I decided I’m going to kill myself by June. but if things get better.. Then I’ll second thought that.

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