So this morning  I recieved 16 grams of a drug called ********.
It is probably THE holy grail of the suicide world. All I need now is some 00 gel capsules to arrive, so I can fill them with this bitter drug. I also have some Zofran to keep it down.
I shall be taking my own life after Christmas, namely January. I’d hate to ruin christmas for my family.
Just throwing that out there. Not like anyone’s going to read this, or give a flying fuck.
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Can you tell me where you were able to get the ********?
I’ve been trying to find a source in vain and would appreciate your help. Going to Mexico in person is not an option for me.
PS I do care and can imagine what you’re going through. I hope you find the peace you are
looking for.
I think we all deserve that and that in the end we’re all worth more than all the anguish and pain life holds.
Trust me, theres always someone who cares, even if theyre a million miles away. Unfortunately im in a similar position to you. Im going to do it after christmas. Im struggling to get the courage because it would kill my flatmate as she lost her partner to suicide in April. Weird how you always consider how it will affect everyone else and never stop to think what its.doing.to you. Be strong. Oh, my name is Sasha.
Please let me know where you got it. Please.
icantdothisanymore8@gmail.com
I see that I should have left a private email address for you to respond to, if you are willing (and I so hope you are.)
It is jabailey1@cox.net.
Thank you so much.
Adding to my previous comment:
I see that I should have left a private email address for you to respond to, if you are willing (and I so hope you are.)
It is jabailey1@cox.net.
Thank you so much.
I’ll post a link to a group where you can find out more.
http://groups.google.com/group/suicide-methods-hideout/
btw you’ll need to introduce yourself before you can post
check your emails
Did you order the ******** over the Internet?? I’ve got the helium bag equipment but I’m having second thoughts about, keeping a bag over my head with gas gushing in is a tougher task that swallowing some ********…
Judith, Did Mindhewn ever tell you where he came across this?