I always try to help you all best I can. time for me to share my feelings I guess.
Swimming through this darkness, this place that I once loved. my soul is bright and free now but I still can’t rise above. to my fellow Angels I cry for help, but do they hear my screams, I lie awake in bed hoping it’s all a dream. I stretch and claw to touch the light of dawn, but my sun is fading fast, I pray to God and Jesus that this darkened place won’t be my last.
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Beautifully written. I also liked what you wrote in your biography. And, pleased to meet you. Btw, were you being serious with the Archangel bit? If so, cool~
I’m always serious. I have to go home on February 6th. I have no idea when the judgement will come though. no man or angel knows. I asked for an extension til the 6th because of the Superbowl. I know that sounds dumb but I am after all human in this world and I like football 🙂 bless you
A god/messiah complex perhaps? Interesting…
sometimes I wish it were just a complex. the big guy asked me a year ago if I thought there was any hope left for mankind . looking at the long run that is. I took 3 weeks to think it over. it was the hardest decision I ever had to make. the last seal will be opened. the prophecy has to be fulfilled. when and where I couldn’t say. our lives are made difficult in an effort to bring us all closer together. the more we suffer, the closer we shall become. a persons love for another never shows as strong as a time of loss or sorrow. if you think about it, Sorrow is the strongest form of love. 🙂
Mhm…you’re a fascinating fellow. The big guy? As in God? You perplex me..
The only big guy on this site happens to be the administrator. I remember when the administrator left a comment, most users reacted in a surprised manner. ==> “OMFG! You can talk to the big cheese?!” <== Something like that. It was a bit comical.
Now… http://youtu.be/fXUcp0Asr3A
The song reflects my old dreams from when I was 12 years old. It also expresses my (dormant) disgust/hatred at humans + sex.
You like football. I like metal.
I call him the Big guy. he seems to like it. not the admin here lol. I like lots of music. metal is my favorite. I’m an 80’s kid. Slayer, Pantera, Exodus, C.O.C , Metallica etc.. I also like rock, easy listening music as well. Pink Floyd, Chicago, FireFall, Little river band. list goes on. I used to hate humans as well but that won’t get you very far. “bury your anger and bury your hate, or you’ll be left with nothing and no one” Ozzy .
Damn, I’d be inclined to believe you if it didn’t sound so farfetched! Say hello to the Big Guy for me anyways.
Oh, how I have tried to let go of my anger and hatred. Metal fuels it, releases it, etc. What can I say. Old habits die hard. Really though, I was vicious in my younger days. It’s only today that I’m a gentler woman. So lucky you and everyone else. Well, no actually I was very shy and timid my whole life… I was born in the 90’s here. Slayer is awesome. You inspired me to listen to their Verbal Abuse cover “I Hate You”. It shall be dedicated to my enemies..
http://youtu.be/-TBra3e6pa0
Aside from metal (and all its subgenres e.g. black metal, death metal, doom metal, symphonic metal, etc) I also listen to Japanese/Chinese/Korean pop/rock/rap. 😀 English just gets boring sometimes. It’s great to have variety.
Life calls me away now. Bye internet ghost. It was nice chatting with you.
Hello Gabriel,
Wow….would really like to pick your brain. I am a 7 dimensional being aware of seven dimensions….if you get that….let me know…but still want to pick your brain regardless….how can I find out more about your beliefs in the shortest amount of time….I sense time is of the essence….but unlike others….I am not afraid…I look forward to the coming battle. And as the schizo woman in the hallway of the hospital last week told me…..”The Mother Ship isn’t coming for the likes of You”….so I leaned in real close and whispered in her ear…lol…”I know it isn’t….but it is coming for you…don’t you worry…..but me….I volunteered for this mission….I just got here…not going anywhere.” And I kissed her on the forehead…..some would call this “crapping in her corn flakes”. The smile on her face….but I lied….the ship isn’t coming for any of the fallen angels….WE will see to that….so awaken the giants….I for one am ready.
Amakua
pick away.
Didn’t think you could look up someone’s bio..if it’s possible please post how. Thanks.
I don’t care if you were actually Archangel Gabriel or not, you were pretty damn interesting, and you maintained your composure & dignity even when being assailed by one insult after another. Maturity. That’s what I liked about you. Kudos.