Hey all.
Well, I have been married for 4 years to a complete ass who treats me like hell. I believe that I am sick- ok fine- but this man does everything in his power
to keep me from getting help. All he does is belittle me for feeling suicidal. I shaved my head twice because he likes long hair .. I wont be “cute” for him.
He does not let me out of the house to go anywhere without him. He wont let me drink with friends or be a real woman. he is so cheap that he takes all
the money I make and uses it for his food, I am 120 pounds. he is 530! I cant leave him because I don’t have a full education and I was laid off a really good job a year ago.
We both work part time minimum wage positions.
The income tax return is going to him to make a stupid comic book company and he cant even draw. Meanwhile I have no clothing and he treats me like shit.
I see no value in life – I am existing and not really living. We have no car and two weeks out of the month, I starve so he can eat. I should have already died of
malnutrition but I do eat every few days and get to drink water.
Let the rich get richer and then the rest will all die
4 comments
You will never be happy unless you leave him.. Until then nothing will ever change. You need to sit down and think, consider all of your options to get out of the situation your in. It may take time but your a grown woman, your capable of making your own decisions in life. Do what you have to do, I wish you the best. If you’ve been able to deal with all of that I know you must be a strong woman.
He really sounds like a selfish asshole. I’m sorry you have to deal with that hun. No girl deserves it. I would leave him, and I know it is easier said than done. But if it is bringing you to the point to misery and you no longer see a reason to live then thats how you know you need to cut your losses. I am going through the same situation …and It is hard. I just keep hoping that i see the light at the end of the tunnel and don’t decide to end things for good. If you ever need anybody to talk to im here.
Hi. I feel so sorry for you. Same shit here, but the problem is alcohol. Treats me like dirt. Have tried to leave him several times but I’m still here. The only way out is s… I hope you can make it and do leave him. Why is it so difficult to let go??
I Wish you the very best of luck. We must be strong!
Hang in there.
Kristin
I really want to support you in your situation, however parts of me get angry
thinking “don’t you know where the front door is?”
But I also understand that there are obstacles, mainly finances.
Check into support agencies in your area which will help you relocate.
Just go to work and don’t go back.