Im okay ; Such the saddest lie.

Im okay.

Okay, im alright.

Alright, im miserable. I go to school and hang out with all my friends who can’t see past my laughter and bright smiles. I wear long sleeved cause I can’t let anyone see what i did, what they would do if they knew, i have no idea. They’d probably leave me, they don’t tend to deal with those kind of people. Wow, i’ve got them fooled. Mayday parade, weed, and a nail file is what’s making me go on. I have alot of good memories, but for some reason i have forgotten any bits of happy days and sunlight. My inside is cold and dark, it might as well be called a cave than a body. I just don’t wanna see the sun anymore.  My heart’s still broken from the boy who fucked me and left throughout the summer and fall, my head’s still falling apart because i just dont what to do anymore. I have so much left to share my dear friend, but i think i’ll leave it at this for right now.