i dont know why i do stupid things. i never think about the consequences that come with them. today i had my final for bio and i heard about this thing if you put chapstick on your scantron then it wont mark them wrong. im freaking out because i think im going to get caught. i was just curious about it..i dont know why i fuck up all the time. i need new friensd but idk who..i need to be happy and i dont know how…i use to always get As but now im getting Ds. i miss how i use to be when my mom was still around. and now that she left us i cant find happiness..i feel like im not good at anything. im bad at sports bad at singing bad at drawing bad at school. i want something to make me happy..
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Everyone messes up, it’s life. Don’t worry too much about the test. If you get caught, you get caught and if you don’t, you don’t. Worrying about it will stress you out even more and I think the chances of someone noticing aren’t very high. I wish i could tell you how to be happy, but I don’t know the answer to that. Keep looking, you will come across something that makes you happy. You are not bad at everything. There are billions of things to be able to be good at. Stay strong
I wasn’t good at anything when I was younger. Then I realises was in fact good at not being good. 🙂
Seems as if your missing your mom has thrown a wall in front of your normal excellence.
Is she still alive and can you contact her?
Maybe you can express your feelings to your father.
Or maybe a councelor or possibly you will meet someone you can confide in.
Of course hopefully posting here eases some of the pain.
You don’t need to be happy – you just need to be ok.