ok….. Monday is only sixish days away… And I can’t wait.
People are trying to talk me out of it, they say that things will get better, but I don’t really believe them.
I just don’t want to leave behind on of my closest friends…Lauren. If you ever get to read this then just know that if I ever were to do something then its not your fault. ILoveYou.<3.
Please don't ever blame yourself….
I can't cope much longer, living this way…also I love you, Jayden…. You are the best nephew anybody could ever ask for…..<3
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This is so sad.
I hate that some of us have to take such decisions while the others just get to be happy.
🙁
I wish I could offer some happy words but I am, myself, drowning in this dark hellish hole.
But maybe it’ll get better?
I don’t think so…. This must be your opinion too? Considering we both are in the same dark hellish hole….xx.
I really shouldn’t be saying this, because it won’t help….but i hope your happy with your decision. I doubt that i can talk you out of it, and i’ve given up on trying. just in case something “goes wrong” and you are still with us by next month, tell me about it, i would really like to know
thats what im scared of….that i will fall asleep thinking that it will be the end just to wake up in a hospital bed worse off than before….:/ <3
well, just in case…and once again, im not helping when i say
Have a safe journey <3
Aww, Thank you anyways 🙂 <3