No, I don’t think so. I was around since May 2011. I keep contact with 3 people who are still alive and breathing. Survivors~ There are others who left the site but keep contact via email/cellphone.
@lolfailz I joined around the same time as you I think there a lot of people still here. There are just so many more people with suicidal feelings that have found the site.
Sometimes its like that look for a frivolous thread its nice to just chat and talk about crap instead of suiside all the time.it becomes addictive for sure not all of us want to die and sometimes this site gives you hope cling to that i do…when you are feeling up to it try help someone who sounds worse than you sometimes it helps take your mind off yourself and of course know you are not alone we are all in this together even if we dont know each other the stories of suffering all boil down to the same thing suffering and desperation we reach out to each other like i am to you hang in there:-)
Oh and some people get better others follow through all we can do is knw that we listened and maybe they didnt feel so alone even if they chose to go at least they had us for what its worth and the others maybe they moved on heres hoping:-)
LOL, I don’t think this is anything to worry about. I joined around the same time and there are still lots of us… Protoryu (changed username a few times), Lucy4, Kno1, Gaara (changed username), Muspelhem, Suicidekillme. I saw 54321 pop up recently also which was nice, she went for a while. Unique, alina01 and tastelikecherries also pops up sporadically. Dr Doolittle was around since this month but I think is just taking a break for a little while.
A bunch of the kids moved on to the facebook page that lifesucksthenyoudie set up,so nothing to worry about.
Also I think a lot of people leave the site because it stops helping them, like abuse_survivor and The absurdist, who are both still kicking, just not on this site.
LOL, just because people leave, don’t think the worst. Sometimes you just need a break, even from here.
Good Morning All,
I hate these time zone relationships….lol….sorry Molly we don’t seem to be able to catch each other lately…probably on the weekend though….glad things went well with the new counsellor….also glad you are feeling much better….it is obvious you are feeling better….your comments are clean, precise and to the point…and your spelling has improved amazingly…lol…
That being said….when I got here a few weeks ago….we almost had words….you were sooooo angry and frustrated….and I needled you…I know…but I care. You have made things better for me as well…reminding me of my peaceful places….reminding me of the things I used to enjoy….and because of you and others like you…once we get rid of all this friggin’ snow….I am so putting in a new garden and visiting my places more often….you gave me hope.
@Duke…..you have no secret so big that it can’t be shared….there really is no judgement here….nor any cause for any….lol…I am as far from perfect as you can get….but I’m still trying….how about u?….I already know more about you than you would probably like me to…..sorry….and still I like you. But I also understand how vulnerable our secrets make us….and we can start to get a wee bit paranoid about people finding out….but I promise you….unless you are currently harming another….other than yourself….that is the only deal breaker…..I would be honoured one day if you could share….only because it really will make you feel better….I should know. If you keep your secrets….they will fester….why not expose them and begin to heal?…..and would you like me to call you by your other name….Ricky?….let us know what we can do…and we will attempt to do it. But just ask for help….and it will be there.
I think it’s pretty natural for a site like this, essentially it’s just a wall to post on, and imo that’s what’s excellent about it, but obviously it makes it harder to keep track of people.
@amakua ((((blush)))) thank you for your kind words if you needled me i missed it lol i was to negative of hyper which as you can see by my spelling mistakes muddles me….they have just reduced my meds- now im not bouncing off the walls and my thinking power has improved.sometimes if my comments are brief it means im struggling myself but if i write something like this im ok so yeah im good great to hear ive helped you that makes me feel good inside(((smiles)))luv ya …woppit
One day thanks for that update i wondered what happened to dr dolittle sometimes his comments were a bit off i didnt understand him id like to though….im glad some have changed their usernames i wish i knew who was what and then i would be able to follow conversations better.although some have saod who they were thanks morgan…
Molly: protoryu also goes by James and iamfredastaire. Gaara was umbra artist, but I think there was another name before that also. Dr doolittle is Donnie death, but I think he has other names also. I don’t like to use peoples real names because it makes it harder for other people to follow the thread. I Doolittle will be back but I think he needed a bit of a break
Incredibly uncomfortable now. Not joking. Besides, it doesn’t matter to strangers what my former moniker was. Not like I engage in conversations with them.
Damn.
@gaara sorry. I thought it was obvious.. you know, writing style etc. Every time someone changes usernames here, it’s not hard for me to figure out who they are. I’m trying to report this post to get it deleted but it doesn’t seem to be working… grrr… so sorry again…
I sent you an email but from a different address. It tends to go to spam…
@ one_day; Apology accepted. Really though, the stalker is out there somewhere. Crazy son of a *****… I noticed as well whenever someone changes their username. Dr dolittle was a cinch. Jerk called me an asshole a long time ago. *snarl*
Oh, I got your email the day you sent it. Just slow in replying, and can’t focus much. I sat down 3 hours ago typing up a reply. Doesn’t help much when I got heavy metal blasting on my stereo..
@gaara, I know how tiresome stalkers are 🙁 but I do think s/he would have noticed by now so I hope there is nothing to worry about. No rush on the mail, I was just checking because it tends to get filed as spam. No rush. I am slow myself today. I keep think of trying to go to bed soon… past few days of not much sleep catching up on me, I hope.
@one_day; Eh that stalker is not that bright anyways. I was counting on his low intellect for him not to track me down. Well, the email is almost done. I’ll probably send it in a few minutes.
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No, I don’t think so. I was around since May 2011. I keep contact with 3 people who are still alive and breathing. Survivors~ There are others who left the site but keep contact via email/cellphone.
ouchh i just made my accounte and what you wrote here is the foirst thing that caught my eye… preatty depressing …
where is your hope ? 🙂
@lolfailz I joined around the same time as you I think there a lot of people still here. There are just so many more people with suicidal feelings that have found the site.
Sometimes its like that look for a frivolous thread its nice to just chat and talk about crap instead of suiside all the time.it becomes addictive for sure not all of us want to die and sometimes this site gives you hope cling to that i do…when you are feeling up to it try help someone who sounds worse than you sometimes it helps take your mind off yourself and of course know you are not alone we are all in this together even if we dont know each other the stories of suffering all boil down to the same thing suffering and desperation we reach out to each other like i am to you hang in there:-)
Oh and some people get better others follow through all we can do is knw that we listened and maybe they didnt feel so alone even if they chose to go at least they had us for what its worth and the others maybe they moved on heres hoping:-)
I agree with the Woppit
LOL, I don’t think this is anything to worry about. I joined around the same time and there are still lots of us… Protoryu (changed username a few times), Lucy4, Kno1, Gaara (changed username), Muspelhem, Suicidekillme. I saw 54321 pop up recently also which was nice, she went for a while. Unique, alina01 and tastelikecherries also pops up sporadically. Dr Doolittle was around since this month but I think is just taking a break for a little while.
A bunch of the kids moved on to the facebook page that lifesucksthenyoudie set up,so nothing to worry about.
Also I think a lot of people leave the site because it stops helping them, like abuse_survivor and The absurdist, who are both still kicking, just not on this site.
LOL, just because people leave, don’t think the worst. Sometimes you just need a break, even from here.
Oh, TC is still round too, just not on this site.
Good Morning All,
I hate these time zone relationships….lol….sorry Molly we don’t seem to be able to catch each other lately…probably on the weekend though….glad things went well with the new counsellor….also glad you are feeling much better….it is obvious you are feeling better….your comments are clean, precise and to the point…and your spelling has improved amazingly…lol…
That being said….when I got here a few weeks ago….we almost had words….you were sooooo angry and frustrated….and I needled you…I know…but I care. You have made things better for me as well…reminding me of my peaceful places….reminding me of the things I used to enjoy….and because of you and others like you…once we get rid of all this friggin’ snow….I am so putting in a new garden and visiting my places more often….you gave me hope.
@Duke…..you have no secret so big that it can’t be shared….there really is no judgement here….nor any cause for any….lol…I am as far from perfect as you can get….but I’m still trying….how about u?….I already know more about you than you would probably like me to…..sorry….and still I like you. But I also understand how vulnerable our secrets make us….and we can start to get a wee bit paranoid about people finding out….but I promise you….unless you are currently harming another….other than yourself….that is the only deal breaker…..I would be honoured one day if you could share….only because it really will make you feel better….I should know. If you keep your secrets….they will fester….why not expose them and begin to heal?…..and would you like me to call you by your other name….Ricky?….let us know what we can do…and we will attempt to do it. But just ask for help….and it will be there.
You are Loved….both of you
Amakua
Does anyone know why my las comment is awaiting moderation?
I think it’s pretty natural for a site like this, essentially it’s just a wall to post on, and imo that’s what’s excellent about it, but obviously it makes it harder to keep track of people.
I don’t mind, I’m sick of facebook.
@amakua ((((blush)))) thank you for your kind words if you needled me i missed it lol i was to negative of hyper which as you can see by my spelling mistakes muddles me….they have just reduced my meds- now im not bouncing off the walls and my thinking power has improved.sometimes if my comments are brief it means im struggling myself but if i write something like this im ok so yeah im good great to hear ive helped you that makes me feel good inside(((smiles)))luv ya …woppit
Ps its 7am over here the day after you are having so its the 1st of feb wow i could have xmas twice flying on xmas evening to canada cool!!!
One day thanks for that update i wondered what happened to dr dolittle sometimes his comments were a bit off i didnt understand him id like to though….im glad some have changed their usernames i wish i knew who was what and then i would be able to follow conversations better.although some have saod who they were thanks morgan…
Molly: protoryu also goes by James and iamfredastaire. Gaara was umbra artist, but I think there was another name before that also. Dr doolittle is Donnie death, but I think he has other names also. I don’t like to use peoples real names because it makes it harder for other people to follow the thread. I Doolittle will be back but I think he needed a bit of a break
Hey, there might be a crazy stalker after me. One_day, don’t tell. LOLfailz, please delete that comment.
Incredibly uncomfortable now. Not joking. Besides, it doesn’t matter to strangers what my former moniker was. Not like I engage in conversations with them.
Damn.
Stalker, if you see this, STAY AWAY FROM ME!
Ok, you can delete all my comments.
@gaara sorry. I thought it was obvious.. you know, writing style etc. Every time someone changes usernames here, it’s not hard for me to figure out who they are. I’m trying to report this post to get it deleted but it doesn’t seem to be working… grrr… so sorry again…
I sent you an email but from a different address. It tends to go to spam…
@ one_day; Apology accepted. Really though, the stalker is out there somewhere. Crazy son of a *****… I noticed as well whenever someone changes their username. Dr dolittle was a cinch. Jerk called me an asshole a long time ago. *snarl*
Oh, I got your email the day you sent it. Just slow in replying, and can’t focus much. I sat down 3 hours ago typing up a reply. Doesn’t help much when I got heavy metal blasting on my stereo..
Hey you, LOLfailz! 16 yr old Canadian boi! Ahh… never mind.
@gaara, I know how tiresome stalkers are 🙁 but I do think s/he would have noticed by now so I hope there is nothing to worry about. No rush on the mail, I was just checking because it tends to get filed as spam. No rush. I am slow myself today. I keep think of trying to go to bed soon… past few days of not much sleep catching up on me, I hope.
@one_day; Eh that stalker is not that bright anyways. I was counting on his low intellect for him not to track me down. Well, the email is almost done. I’ll probably send it in a few minutes.