I’m 17 years old and a senior in high school. For awhile Ive been thinking about suicide, i just feel like no one cares. My mom tells me so much things that tend to hurt me so much in the inside. At school i dont seem to have friends even though i seem well known to everyone. i guess im really depressed. since a month ive been planning my suicide … but i think its time. every day that passes i feel like im worthless. I really just want a friend, someone who i can tell everything too. but its kinda too late for that. Ill be happier. feel so worthless…things i regret things I’ve done and things iv let go so easily. I cant blame myself im a fucken idiot :C people may see me as one person but inside im in a jail trying to barge myself out.
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Well this is a place to tell your story and vent… please feel free to.
Please don’t do it. Hold on a little longer. it will be worth it in the long run…
Truth is you are loved for the very one you are! It’s okay that you may not believe it, but it’s true. You are worthy because people responded to your post. At 17, there is so much information you have yet to discover that will transform your attitude and you’ll discover a person within yourself you didn’t even know existed.
The purpose of life is to come out feeling worthwhile…every single animal, plant and human being has great purpose and learning if not for yourself, for someone else. Life is always a choice, and you can change your attitude and perspective about what you are experiencing. When you make the decision to, you will watch your world slowly shift to something you are excited about you will get excited about the fantastic possibilities that present themselves to you. You are so worth it, all that is required is for you to say YES to yourself and ignite belief in that yes. Good luck!
You will not be happier, you will be dead. The people around you will suffer if you do it; the unhappiness you will induce will FAR outweigh the unhappiness that you feel now. It’s not a good idea, it will never be a good idea.