Last night, i wanted to die so badly.
i hate myself.
ill always hate myself.
i am not good enough.
never have been never will be.
im a disgrace to my family and friends.
im just a fuck up.
they’ve all stopped trying to save me.
so i should stop to.
im damaged beyond repair.
i dont know what else to do.
i really dont.
i hate myself.
i just feel its best if i dissappear…
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Is this a poem? I love it….and it’s not best if you just disappear..believe me. I’m in the same situation as you. But I have been told of what happens next, not to us but to our friends and family, they will be emotionally scarred and damaged, my friend had a pretty nasty experience with suicide. It was one of best friends, incredibly depressed and suicidal, my friend sat that the last time she ever saw her they were holding hands and she promised her suicidal friend that things will get better, as she watched her friend drive away in her car and laughed as she stuck up her middle finger, my friend didn’t know that this would be the last time she would see her. The suicidal friend hung herself that night, my friend was devastated by this news, it even caused her phobia of death. If you don’t think that anyone will miss you, you’re wrong. Apparently about 300 people crammed into the church to say goodbye to their suicidal friend…. Even the ones that bullied her.
I am always here if you need me, just email me….
<3.
*it was one of her best friends.
*my friend said.
Sorry if my little story doesn’t make much sense….x.
I’m with you. Feel the same exact way..