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i feel very lonely, i mean i know every one at some point feels that way but this time i feel like there is no one out there to help me out with my problems.
The kid i like he just wants to make out, my mom and my dad always fight, i am miles away from my sister, my dad hits my mom, i’ve lost 2 of my best friends, People hate me, people talk about me behind my back and call me a slut something i’m not.
I feel very upset of my life. I have thought of suicidal but sometimes i cut instead, i stopped cutting for 3 days just because my teacher saw my cuts and she told me to stop so i’d go crazy i felt crazy i would scratch the corners of my eye till i’d bleed everyone then called me crazy, now i don’t scratch but i feel like cutting so bad but i can’t and i promised.
I’m scared.