Hey I am 22 (just turned) male from UK. Basically I am stuck in life. I never leave the house because I have nowhere to go, I have no friends and nobody to talk to every single day, including weekends. I am currently looking for work and have never had a job yet (been looking 2 & 1/2 years). I am done with education as its neve rgot me anywhere and I can not receive funding to do what I even want to do.
I am stuck in life, I have no future and no friends, no girlfriend, no place of my own, no transport, no money. I have nothing, im grateful for a roof over my head that’s all I have living with parents. I don’t really have anything else and I cannot take this any longer.. the loneliness and deprivation is unbearable, I have dealt with it in some form or other my entire life from being very young growing up. My life is a pointless existence and I don’t know what to do but to end it, I cannot live a shit pointless existence much longer..
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gonna kill myself
bye
Hi Jungle, still there?
Well, I was 22 once. I was unemployed, living with my mum, broke, no friends, an on/off girlfriend who cheated on me at every opportunity, thought I had no future. I was miserable and depressed, often suicidal. It went on from 21 to 25. But I hung on. I didn’t know if things would ever change. I didn’t think they would. Then, eventually, a part time job turned up. And things started to change, even though it was just a little money, stuff happened, and I was able to move on, very slowly and painfully. Thing is, if I’d killed myself none of that would have happened.
Fast forward a few years and I’m back where I started. But I know why I failed. It’s because I let the experience you’re going through mark me for life – I took that attitude into every job and every relationship and every friendship. That it was all some sort of elaborate joke designed to destroy me.
The world is your enemy – you have to declare war on it if you want to fight it properly. When you think of it that way, you get a little braver – you conscript your intelligence and your resources to help you rather than hinder. You’re a brave fella to have come this far – fight it out and stick around for the medals – you deserve them.
Sounds like me