well, its been a year today since i have started feeling suicidal and depressed, i wanted to end it so bad teh other day but for some reason i want to keep holding on, i dont know y people r posting valentines day greeting on this cite, there is nothing ot love about the world or the people in the wirld, we are a hopeless and pathetic race andi cant wait for the world to end on december 21st. i have a valentine but only because i didnt want to say no and hurt him. i am sad and depressed as ever… but something is keeping me going, i dont know wat it is but i hope i can figure it out before i leave this god forsaken world, its all so hopeless and i feel helpless, there is no point in living.
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21.12 cant wait
Seems like if something is keeping you going then there is some point for you.
And I will think that you will figure it out sometime soon.
An epiphany of sorts.
The Mayan prophecy…. will be interesting to see whether anything happens or not.
Some say it will be the end, others a change, and yet I saw a study that the prophecy comes from a limitation of the Mayan calendar.
yeah, i just wish i knew wat exactly is keeping me from hurting myself or killing myself, its so confusing because i want to so bad but then theres that on ething that stops me… idk wat it is and i wish i knew.