Well it started off in the 8th grade i just really liked girls more than guys for some reason i dont know why then i started going to highschool and ofcourse more girls but then one day i met this wonderful girl she was amazing i loved everything about her then a few months later she became my best friend and then i started crushing on her and then i fell in love with her but what really hurts is that she likes guys and i always thought to myself she likes me but i led myself on so i switched back to guys and they diddnt impress me as she did so i went home told my sister i was bi and she told me its fine your secret is safe with me i just let everything out told her im in love with my bestfriend she said i led myself on but i guess my brother over heard and now he blackmails me if i dont do this and that i’ll tell mom and dad your gay ad you know what that really hurts me cause i dont even know why i am bi i mean why couldnt god just make me into a boy my life would have been so much easier now all the time i just wanna die cause im worthless and the girl i really love is in love with someone else i feel like i wasted my life on nothing all i wanna do is die and be with my grandma and grandpa life would be so much easier in heaven i dont have to worry about anything…
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Hmm… Yeah I’m sorry youre in that position. Is wanting incest worse or better than being homosexual??? (or bisexual). Well im sorry and im here for u
Honestly you shouldn’t wish to be a guy so it wld be easier on you and stuff and you shouldn’t let your brother blackmail you,you should be proud to be bi and let your family know. I’m bi and I’m in 8th grade and i figured it out in 7th grade only because I fell in love with this girl from the moment I met her and she became my best friend. Unrequeted love hurts…a lot actually it’s probably the worst pain in the world but you shldnt want to die even though I know it’s hard eventually you will move on. I hope you feel better about being bi because I don’t even know why I became bi but I don’t question it. God made you a girl for a reason.
As you get older you’ll realize a lot of girls feel the same way you do. It’s common for girls to have feelings or experiences with other girls. It sounds like you’re being very hard on yourself but this absolutely will get better.
Thanks guys (:
its just im in highschool in the 10th grade and highschool is a big thing i mean if you come out and say your bi people won’t react as you want them to i mean i dont know why but they will taunt me and hurt me and make me feel ashamed of myself and my sister always told me to keep my head held high but i can’t i feel like im gonna get bullied and cyber bullied and then thats gonna be pushed to a point where i just wanna die.. you know?
Okay, your bi. I’m sorry that those around you are not supportive. I personally am straight but have had numerous friends gay and bi. And I think they are the best because they know who they are and aren’t afraid to be themselves.
Sadly, younger folks are cruel and heartless, not understanding the pain the put others thru with their judgements.
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I wish you had someone to talk to. Things may not be as bad as they seem. Your brother needs a punch in the face or maybe the threat of a rumour that he is gay ( guys are much crueler than girls when it comes to sex stuff).
But, no those are not good solutions. Hopefully, you are almost thru your school years, then you can pick your social freinds more carefully. There is a large group of people who will accept you for who you are.
Your off to a good start. You found this site LOL
Your brother’s a dick. Like I’m sorry, but that’s a horrible thing to do to someone, let alone your own sister. Tell your parents before he does, but first, figure out a place you can stay if they kick you out, maybe like a friends house? Come out to that person and then tell them your situation. I’m bisexual too, so I know how many feelings are racing around inside of you.