I’m so done with life. No one really cares, they just tell me to stop being stupid. My friends found out I was cutting and pretty much shrugged it off. Every year that goes by and I just see a bleak future where I know I’ll never get anything I desire because at ever turn so far I’ve been denied it. I work in a chemistry lab and can easily get cyanide solution of 1mg/ml. I figure 3 ml of this will kill me cold. Think this would work?
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Send me some cyanide too!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😀 Please…. 🙁
You are the chemist so you probably know better than I the fatal volume of cyanide.
Are you sure you are ready to go?
Or would you rather just have a friend or a companion who takes the time to understand and comfort you?
I think it may be the latter and you might need to take some time before you choose to end things.
I’ve been ready to go for awhile. I just never see things getting better. I’ve tried to get away from the memories but I can’t even get a new job away from all this shit. I hate school, hate my job and hate my uncaring friends and family who tell me just to get over my shit.
i have got kcn at last, much more than that i need… its in powdered form and tested…. if u intrested mail me back at nilesht65@yahoo.com..