I’m in a strange mood. Â I would almost say a good mood, but I feel that’s misleading. It’s not that my suicidal desires are gone, but that they’re simply pushed back in my mind. Â I know it’s a bad idea to self-diagnose, but moods like this make me wonder if I could be bipolar. Â I feel like my current mood could be described as a hypomanic episode. Â For instance, even though I only had maybe four hours of sleep last night, I feel energetic. I want to go out and do something. Â If I had friends I’d call them up and maybe we’d go to a bar and get silly drunk and maybe I’d even flirt with some cute girl. Â But, sadly, I don’t have any friends to call. Â So I guess a bottle of vodka will have to be my friend for the night.
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You are definatly not alone…i have those days…like today for example. Im hopeing that soon they’ll all be good energetic days