My black orchid

hey.i’m really sorry things are so hard right now,but you aren’t alone,okay?? you remind me of one of my best friends. she was so perfect from the outside.gorgeous,smart,funny,kind. everything. but she never talked about the pain that she felt,and tried so hard to fit into other people’s molds or ideas of what she was supposed to be instead of who she was,who she wanted to be. journaling helped her a lot,just to get her feelings out. i hope this site helps you,i think it’s really good to talk about how you feel,just rant about it and get it all out,don’t lock it all away inside. theres nothing wrong with you,and it’s okay to feel this ay. you don’t have to feel guilty for being sad,okay? i’m sorry,my compute is really slow so i can’t watch your video,but i’m here if you want to talk. -Ella