people ask me why im so angry, when theywant to know me, i tell them they cant know me,for one i dont even know myself,usualyy when i think i figured it out things go down hill, i turn my hurt into anger cause it feels better then pain to me,i dont trust anyone,i push people away cause i want to hurt them before they hurt me,cause i cant take the damage,i wear masks,i never act how i really feel,this is what life fucking did to me,if i ever become something great in life im gonna fuck everyone that has hurt me over,my rage is hidden but i feel it boiling inside me,i feel stuck in this world and i cant get out, even if i took two bottles of asprin,people dont need to hurt me, i am perfectly capable of doing that on my own and i have proof,i have so much rage and hatred tords my self and others i want to brutally kill myself in the middle of a street and i dont want to get into details incase your planning on eating or weak stomic but my thoughts are disturbing,if any one says im crazy its cause life took me there and i cant do anything right, and noone loves me, i want to record my self so someone that hurt me can watch the video,
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I appreciate your rage, sense of justice and injustice, and trust that you’ll stop torturing yourself and find more love and at least some contentment to see you through in the meantime.
If you were gone you would not be able to experience watching anyone watch the video.
I believe living well is the best revenge not because it inflicts pain, though I’ve wished to do so when hurt by others, but because we are immersed in what we are doing and who we spend time with and forget about the revenge all together.