My life has been hard, I mean a life of abuse and neglect really messes with a person. But it’s not my life that I hate and want to end its me it’s my brain, I’ve been diagnosed with depression, eating disorders & anxiety. I self harm a lot. Anyway my head will never shutup it’s like I have a voice in my head telling me to give up telling me I’m fat and ugly and pointless and worthless. You see it’s not my life or even the people in it that I want to get away from, it’s myself I can’t live with myself.. I hate myself more then I could hate anything else in this world, I discgust myself I make myself want to kill me & I have moments were ill do stuff and then it’s like I wake up and I don’t remember anything. I’m only 14 but I can’t live with myself anymore.