what more?

well its been a few days since i last wrote and before anything i just want to say think you to all the people that commented on my last post it was some really good advice that i needed to hear. Well i have cut myself again and i cant stop i dont want to do anything…. feel like to a certain point i might be giving up. I might be letting my suicidal thoughts win me over or just my depression stomp all over me. I have a boyfriend who is amazing with me and am dying to tell him whats going on with me and how i feel but i dont know if i should. I just dont see the point anymore…