I sit here in amazement as this beautiful world passes on by, just so slow, drifting along, like clouds floating through the sky. I’m seeing the future get created right in front of my eyes, I see so many brilliant people, doing such amazing things. Beautiful things, and everything is just too amazing. The beauty of what is going on is just to much for my undeserving eyes, i want to die, for the fact alone. Life is to amazing, and i’m here. I am undeserving of what has been bestowed on me, people everyday, every second want to die, and do, while i sit here and rot away into wastefull nothingness. I wish i could trade my life, for i don’t care to live, so i shouldn’t be alive, its not fair. I get cordon blue, while everyone else gets dirt. I’m disgusted with myself.
So i sit here, in amazement.
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I’ve felt the same so many times. That feeling of wanting to die actually puts me at ease sometimes, and I see it as beautiful every once in a while. This world is far too beautiful, far too beautiful for someone who’s done and said such horrible things….LOL, thank god I don’t get Cordon Blue, I hate that junk xD
Yeah, it is funny how at peace and just relaxed i feel. Thanks for posting a comment i was starting to feel like ~forever alone guy~
you are deserving of the good things in life. don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise!! everything and everyone are beautiful,but your part of the world too. doesn’t that make you beautiful too?