do I have friends? If I come out, they look at me differently. Weird looks. Is she crazy? They don’t know what to say, so brush it off, cause they don’t understand or really don’t care. Some of them show a glimmer of fear. God stopped listening, cause I am still in limbo, with no where to go. What have I done so wrong for the world to turn it’s back to me?
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Stop caring what foolish people think about you. They are not worth one thought. Go out there and make friends worth your company. Remember Timon from the Lion King: “When the world turns it’s back on you, you turn your back on the world.” Just go to sleep, and tomorrow you may feel differently. tomorrow is an opportunity for change.
we are all in a pretty dark place right now,but we care about you! you aren’t alone! and I know everyone believes differently,but I don’t believe God ever stops listening. i’m always here if you want to talk.
Like ellachristina said, we’re in a dark place… and we DO care about you. While things seem tough at the moment, they won’t always be that way. You will come across people who support you and value you for you… and, in turn, you’ll do the same for them. Don’t lose hope.. If you want to talk, we’re here for you.
the thing is, the people i know only know the person i show them. when or if i try to explain they don’t understand because all they see is the happy funny girl. thank you so much for understanding ella and distant. thank you for understanding. going to sleep and waking up doesn’t help. when i get up, i just want to go back to sleep and hide from the world.
i know what you mean I think. sometimes i’m afraid if i talk to people about how i’m feeling they will think badly of me,like they can catch depression or something. it’s just the thing,somehow known by everybody it seems like-we don’t talk about it,like depression is a shameful weakness.i think if we just were more open about it we would realize that there are a lot more people struggling than we realize-we have no idea what our neighbor is going through. but we understand you here,and it’s a great place to just get all those emotions out and know you aren’t alone. hang in there! we’re here for you.:)