Stupid… shes so dumb. when shes not there. she hangs out with me. OKAY FAKE friend,… shes always trying to be friends with everyone. all the things ive done for her. nd im tired OF IT. TIRED OF IT. Â she sits with me and we laugh nd then shes all ditching me later on . LIKE GETT OFF THAT.. i hate when people use me… but im getting her back. nd then the other girl i talk to . psssh. shes hanging out more with her noww…,.. nd lying to me and stufff… i went to eat alone. … today. i was alone. looking out the window. asking what have i done wrong??? what do i do dats wrong?? .. i can be mean sometimes. nd judge people,.. but how do i change?? becuz .. this lonely feeeling is getting to me… its been getting to mee.. i hate when people act all fake nd try to be cute and funny. it makes me feeel like shit….
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Hi, twinklestar23… I hear ya… People who are fake can be annoying. Unfortunately, there are a few people out there who are like that. There are also people out there who will be your real friend… and they will appreciate you for who you are. Sometimes it takes a little time to find them… but they are there.
Being lonely can make you sad… I understand that. Can you make new friends in your classes? activities? clubs? sports? The more you participate in, the more people you’ll meet. You never know when somebody will become a really good friend. Don’t let other people bring you down. You wrote in another post that you’re a straight-A student. That’s awesome! Keep working hard. Your schoolwork is one of the most important things… now and in the future.
You’re not alone… If you need to talk, this site is a good place to do so. People will listen and help the best they can.
thank you 🙂 and i know, ive been with other people now. or just alone. and trying to smile. even my guy friend makes me feel a lot better :)) hehe