Stupid… shes so dumb. when shes not there. she hangs out with me. OKAY FAKE friend,… shes always trying to be friends with everyone. all the things ive done for her. nd im tired OF IT. TIRED OF IT. Â she sits with me and we laugh nd then shes all ditching me later on . LIKE GETT OFF THAT.. i hate when people use me… but im getting her back. nd then the other girl i talk to . psssh. shes hanging out more with her noww…,.. nd lying to me and stufff… i went to eat alone. … today. i was alone. looking out the window. asking what have i done wrong??? what do i do dats wrong?? .. i can be mean sometimes. nd judge people,.. but how do i change?? becuz .. this lonely feeeling is getting to me… its been getting to mee.. i hate when people act all fake nd try to be cute and funny. it makes me feeel like shit….