What i love:
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I hate school
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I hate that i am failing
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I hate myself
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I hate that i am ugly
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I hate that i am fat
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I hate that no one cares
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I hate that i am alone
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I hate that my mom is here but not
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I hate that only now my dad wants me
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I hate that i am on meds
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I hate that i cant be happy
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I hate that i feel excludedÂ
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I hate that my family does not try harder to get me
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I hate that things will never changeÂ
What i love:
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I love cutting
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I love the thought of suicide
2 comments
some of these things will change, have hope.
Do you love your Dad? Do you love any music? Do you love to write? Even if you answer no at this moment to any of those questions, is the answer yes at other times? Depression is like having your outlook switch switched to negative and the only way you can see your world is thru glasses of hate. This is not the Full and Real You…it’s like a mean alter ego that’s trying to destroy you…don’t let it! You can outlast the depression monster, and other folks are here to help u do that! Just keep writing…♥